Wanderlust,

For many reason of what had happened in our life, it will end by questioning, such as why it could be happened? what should I do ? Why all I got is`going wrong ?. So many questions inside our head, it's like a gun shoot its bullets insistently. We can not be calm and try to find scapegoats for what is happening in our life. Openness is the beginning of recovery, you can start it by quit questioning - make your self calm, flashback your problem, try to think positively, and start trusting Him. It gonna be hard first, but  put your self deeply to trust in God, try to not rely in our self.  Quit questioning has no mean that you should forget about your problem and go far away from all things that make you down, quit questioning is a way to make us learn about our mistakes, try to not judge God for everything bad we got. Realize God never make things wrong, He always give us the best, but sometimes we were preferring take our way than God's way. Let go of something that

Lord, I pray for a man, that will be a part of my life. A man that  really loves YOU  more than everything. A man that will put me in the  second place  of his heart. A man that lives not for himself but for YOU The most important is… I want a heart that  really loves and thirsty of YOU. And have a desire to be likes JESUS. And he must know for whom and for what he lives. So his life is not useless Someone that has a  wise heart Not only a smart brain A man that not only loves me but also  respect  me A man that not only adores me But can  warm  me when I am wrong A man that loves me not because of my beauty but my  heart A man that can be my  best friend in every time and situation A man that make me  feel like a woman  when I am beside him I do not ask for a perfect man But I ask for an imperfect man A man that needs my  support  for his strength A man that needs my  prayer  for his life A man that needs my  smile  to cover his sa