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I am still working on it

I am not rich, I am still struggling for live. I don't have a big bugs money, I don't have millions deposit. I am still working on it.I don't have everything you have, big house, cars, apartment, gold or even an expensive bags, watches, etc.

I don't have a happy family. Everything's random happened even I don't understand. I am still working on it, trying to make it perfect like your family. We seldom to met up, or just for sharing between a whole family members. But this is not my fault, I was born in this family and God had chosen me to be member in this family. The thing I should do is not blaming on God's choice, I believe there is a purpose why God put me here. And I am still working on it. I am happy, cause God who had signed my contract to live with my family until He pick me up soon.

I don't have a beautiful past, I made a lots of mistakes, I did much wrong things, I made my friends upset, I am still live in flesh, even if I try to control it, I am a human who can not set free from sins in this world. I realized, I am not a good person  yet. But I am still working on it.

Your past doesn't determine your future - Ps. Ir. Ivan Tanudjaja -

Yes, God is my director, He wrote the best script to me, He is still working on it. He knows me so well, and never let me down for longer. The fabulous future is mine. No need to make people understand with my life, because God does it. I am trying to enjoy my life, not to make them understand with my life. I share anything you want to know about me, if you don't agree that's your problem. We can't make everyone happy. But we can share our happiness to everyone who care with us.

I am God's best creation, the daughter who is loved most by God. If no one understand me, 
It's OK. God will :)
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